as i was saying...

it's all about feelings. is it right or wrong, i don't know. what i do know is that we all feel. it's not that we want to feel, it just is. and it doesn't start when we want it to and it doesn't end when we want it to. it was given to us (some would say by God, some would say by aliens :)) and we make the best we can out of it.
some time ago i saw a movie and there was a scene where someone said that some angels are gealous because God gave man a soul and He never thought about giving one to his first creations. i don't know if it's true but it made me feel a bit special. because i could feel. i was kinda feeling sad for the angels in that movie...but i was FEELING.
and later on, in my imense ignorance i forgot to show a special person what i was feeling.
you know, life has it's ups and downs....well...that led to a down.
they were also saying in that movie that some angels chose so renounce their status in heaven and came down to Earth to live as we do. with all the advantages and disadvantages of human life...they chose feelings over the higher, godlier status.
i've met my fallen angel and decided that I wanted to show her i can put her back where she belongs: in Heaven. what i didn't understand was that once the choice is made there is no turning back unless He decides so. naturally, i failed in my selfgiven task.
why? because she belonged here, with me and not in heaven. it was her choice and i disregarded it. i ASS-U-MEd she was for granted. and, of course, i made an ass of myself.
why do we love? because we are supposed to.
why do we fail? because there is always a fight between our feelings and our reason.
what has reason to do with it all? about that another time.

remember to love each other and don't take each other for granted. you never know when your reason betrays you.